First year in Tech.!

        Hi every1, happy to get back to u after much a long time. I dont wish to give lame excuses but better late than never. First year in my coll - as I type this, just everythin just goes as a flash across my mind.

First Semester:

      Week after the first week in college, things were going a bit weird. I was feeling a bit lonely and was desperate in search of friends. People I wished to be friends did not show much interest to me as I did. Yet I can find 2 among the fifty odd ppl in my class. One is a soft and silent guy, a fan of a hero that many tease - a good singer. Another one is yet another soft and gentle guy, a studious guy, a guy who can make any1 listen to his speech. Hope all of u my classmates would have guessed.
      In the first semester, I spent time with them as much I can and would share all I feel with those. Classes wer always annoying and worrying for me especially when those three staffs came - Maths 'lakshmi' teacher, basics of engg - mechanical staff (athae thavala vaayan thaan) , basics of engg - civil staff (d great boori 'badusha') - Didnt even had a feeling of freeness when these people took classes. I love maths much but this staff made me lose concentration on maths - i felt she was so strict - once in a class, unknowingly i whistled. I got scared as it was indeed audible to all. Teacher too heard it - but thank god she just asked casually about it and left. Not less i can say about Mechanical basics staff - always doing things annoying to students.  Once he had asked all to handle sessions one by one - I took not so good - he he , he s not aware of that topic i think - he appreciated me. Then comes civil basics staff - really a hard-person and not an easy-going one. Somewhat we were able to manage his classes.
      Oh my gosh..!How can i forget that? 'ED'- Engineering drawing - one subject that has caused many a padips in my college class , their overall CG. The subject was handled by none other than the same Badusha. I used to imitate him and his way of teaching. My friends like it (i think). Apt wordin tamil i can say sitting in those classes - 'Naraga vaethanai':( - And when the homework is given and when I had to do it staying awake till 1 or 2, i ll be worrying within me - 'dai nee 10th 12th kooda ivlo naeram muzhichi padichathillayae da..!' then 'C Programming' - I cant even go in it's path of learning, despite the mam is such a nice person. Somehow all those days got wrapped up soon.
       In hostel, I got good friends - it was always fun teasing a roomie who never keeps himself neat. I saw only one movie in first semester in theatre - that too I saw all alone in first row in KG - 'Sillunu oru Kadhal' - Did not go out much with friends in this first semster. Finally the semester exams came, a bit of scaredness and a bit of eagerness were always der. Still could remember the days when we roomies used to wake up by 5 or so and learn amidst d cool climate (December month). All exams got over and I had to move happily back home for d holidays. 

Second semester: 

       It was quite a relaxable one - one semester when I was a bit relaxed and enjoying. Staffs were good and classes were not much stressful. Also started moving well with many a ppl in the class.Lab classes were first time course-related and I handled every class with a bit of scaredness within. Batchmates were good, despite being studious :P.

       A bit tragic incident happened this semester - I got a new mobile this semester in my hometown. Took it happily to coimbatore, 3 days later went out alone for some work - when I returned and was about to get down from the bus, I realised that something is missing. Oh - that was my new phone - got very very sad/upset as it was my first phone. Was very sad d whole day - Evening I was washing clothes in washing machine in hostel - To add insult to injury, one of my seniors came that side, started enquiring about me and after a while started scolding me for someone in my batch letting out seniors' names who ragged. That situation was unexplainable. :-( :-( . Didn't tell parents about losing phone soon.
       Then came the semester exams. Wrote a bit good than a subject or two - Results came after a week or so -- oh my surprise, got my first failure in exams since my KGs. Applied Physics-II. Could not belive - felt bad - applied revaluation - no use.! :-(

Catch you all with memories of second year soon. :-)

First Week in Coll.!

           As most of my friends now in touch are only my sweet coll friends, let me talk more of my college life.


29th Jul 2006:

          The day when I landed on Coimbatore, the very first time - for my very first coll life. Me and my dad got out of the busy railway station and enquired for buses to the college place - Peelamedu. We got into a crowded bus with my two big luggages, getting a bit of words from the conductor (suitcase size enna vida perusaa irunthuchu athaan :-P). I would not talk much till twelfth and my dad always used to scold me for that, would ask me to be bold and talkative -- the bus had crossed college stop, I heard some people in the bus murmering 'ithu thaan peelamedu' -- I did not shout to conductor to stop the bus, my voice was a bit low. So we got to get down in the next bus stop near aryaas only. When I told my dad of the incident happened in the bus, he started scolding. I felt a bit bad for myself.

           Then we had our breakfast der in Aryaas and started moving to the college. As all u know, the great 'PSGTECH'. D moment I walked in, there arose a strange and sensible kind of feeling - memorable one. We were directed to 'Quadrangle' - my brother (peryma payan) came to the college at the very same time, through the main 'A' block entrance that time. A smile from him - still rememberable. Then came the busy admission and process stuff. During this admission time only, I saw the person, who is going to be my classmate for the next 4 years - Mr or Ms. W was the first for me to see among all my BE ECE class ppl.

            Then came the hostel admission and we moved to hostel. I was supposed to stay der for the next 4 years and there were many an expectations running around my mind, as we 3 were moving. We had a look at all facilities in the hostel - it was comfortable and we felt relieved a bit. My dad had to leave home that day, so I came with my brother to my akka (Peryma ponnu) house in gobi, a place at a 2 hours travel distance from coimbatore.

E-Block - PSG TECH

31st Jul 2006:

    That day evening, we had a parent meeting in the quadrangle. My parents could not join, so my uncle and brother joined. It was a short program and when it got finished, we moved to the main streets(town hall). My uncle was always good to me and he gifted me with a watch. Still it is with me..! That night, I met all of my roomies who are from different departments. That night, I hope I saw and spoke with Mr.X, one of my classmates and one of my best friends till now.

1st Aug 2006:

    Ya. It was the first day in my college life and we got to attend the department orientation in Y block. I was moving with enthusiasm to meet all my new classmates. I saw many a ppl standing outside the first floor in Y block ready to get in. I first spoke with Mr.Y. He was speakin normally and casually for some time, but i did not know that he would turn out to be d one whom I had to spend lot many time in those 4 years. Next we went in, HoD spoke and one of the guys who sat near me,  introduced himself so casually - 'Hi. I am Mr.Z. Inimae namma ellaarum onnukulla onnu'.! He s one of my best friends too, now..!

    The week that followed had my first week college classes, a bit strange and unusual as all u ppl know -- i cud not find a good company or a friend at that point of time - for the first time in my life, I missed my parents like anything and so I started on that friday itself to my home.


k. Time for guessing.. Who are W,X,Y and Z. Awaiting ur suggestions..!  :-)

Luv?? ;-)

Somethin can be explained, somethin cant be..!
Somethin can be understood, somethin cant be..!
Somethin can be enjoyed, somethin cant be..!
Somethin need to be worried, somethin needn't be..!
Somethin need to be casual, somethin neednt't be..!
Somethin need to be gradual, somethin needn't be..!

Love is der among all the living organisms in this wonderful world. And we as human beings, share this Love with everyone around us..! Love with dad, Love with mom. Love with sis/bro, Love with friends, Love with well-wishers. But...!

Ther can be only sort of love that could be totally strange and unique..!!

If der could be somethin that can fill all of these 12 somethins' in the above mentioned and a lot many of group of pairs of antonym words, in this world - - It ll be 'D feelin of a boy gettin over a girl or viceversa --'

Not a Feeling of a crush, not a lust, not just a simple feel of happiness wen ur 'one' is around and not having a feelin like 'ava kedachaa naan santhoshamaa iruppaen da'!! It is somethin unique and special :-)

It is a feelin worth many a million times more than that --- It should say within urself 'I want him/her to be happy throughout - I wish I want to be with him/her throughout to make it real and see it practical' -- This is how I feel a real love should be.. (All comments are welcome on how u ppl feel)

When I saw her first, as I had said, I did not have any such feelings like that. Gradually when both our families became good friends, i came to know much about her, the sense of attraction being her kiddish nature. Always der had been good times with her and her family, though nothing was much direct between us. I used to play with the guys in the quarters and she used to play with her sis and other girls. I dont know, when a sudden feeling within me for her arised, but it still remains without decreasing. Our schools were nearby, many a days I wud see her when going to or returning from school. It waw s those memorable days. Not to bore u ppl much on this.. Pain of missing her, first arose when I had to come to coimbatore for my UG. Almost all ppl of the quarters were der around my house, when I was about to leave. She was also der, I bid all goodbye, finally to her more with my eyes than through hands - then comes my coll life.!!

Whatever I may be weak in or myself lacking in things that many a ppl do stuff better than me - I am proud of myself having got the gift by God, "Love". The best way of solving this is patience. Time has to be the key, ll see. :-)

Oru thevathai paarkum naeram ithu..!

            As said, It was time for us to move to yet another new location, to a new house and back to the Railway Quarters..!

            Before 2 to 3 days of shifting, myself and my dad went to that quarters to have a look at our new house and get set a few things ready before shifting. My Dad was busy inside the house with the labours who had come for electrical and plumbing work and he was assisting them. I was standing outside and gazing at the surroundings around my house. At the backyard, there was a bushy garden like environment - at the right side of the house, there was a small park. Our house was stood at the first and so all other houses occupied in the front and on the left side. 

           Just outside, in the house left to the one opposite to ours, I saw three people sitting on those way-stairs. Mom and her two daughters. And one among those two daughters was none other than herself. That was the first time I saw her same for her too.
        

        "Oru thevadhai paarkum naeram ithu - --- " intha paattu manasula vanthrakkanum.

Aanaa varla --! :-(

        "Muzhumathi avalathu mugamaagum, malligai avalathu manamaagum -- " intha paattavathu manasula vanthrukkanum.

Aanaa athuvum varla..! :-( (why??.........)

Yaennna antha timela intha rendu paattum release aagavae illa (in 2003) :-P.
Ithukku ellaathukkum maela - en manasula entha withamaana different thoughtsum varla ;-) ;-) - Love or lust or anythin else. I looked at all of them and her too just like I had seen many a strangers in my life. So NO 'LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT' for me...! :-) :-( ;-)
        Then My dad came out from the house and we were about to leave to the apartment house. Out of thirstiness, My dad and myself went to their house and asked for water. Her mom greeted us, enquired about us and gave water to drink. We had our throats  and left. Still to come 'The Best among the 'Memorable'' in the next post. Till then, take care. Will be rite back soon ;-)

A Dull Apartment Life..!!

(First of all, whatever I say I know it would not suffice for my late blog posting(laziness the key delayer). Despite joinin the 232's and 155's in that list(cool buddies ;-)), I really appreciate the 158's that do post in their blog regularly.. ;-) )
    When I was about to complete my sixth standard, My father got transfer to Madurai. No one in my family showed much of interest to leave from a lovable city of Tirunelveli to a hard-packed city (so called Madurai ;-)). My Dad decided to stay in Tirunelveli itself and rejected the offer saying 'Enna Tirunelvelikkae Halwa vaa??'(:-P). The Officers finally gave permission to stay back in Tirunelveli itself but with a small aappu, 'U must quit the quarters if u had to stay back in Tirunelveli':-(
    So We had to move to 'Vannarpettai'(chennaila mattum illa enga oorlayum vannaarpet irukku), another place in the same city. We decided to stay in an apartment that is near to the Bypass road and also with a walkable distance to my school. Actually I was in my bigma house in a town in villupuram district, when my parents shifted to the new house. I had to return from der to our new house itself on a night around 10. Having spent all those previous years of my life in quarters and simple houses, this new well-build house was a great sight for me and I simply liked it a lot.
    It was that time on my 7th standard when I got my first bicycle. My Dad bought it as a surprise for me and I was indeed happy. I went to school in my bicycle and always it was a jolly ride. Schooling was as normal it could be for anyone. Some special moments - - On my 7th I was practising karate in school and even got prize for that. On my 8th or 9th standard I guess - -Yoga classes were conducted in my school and trust me, i got the first prize. Evenings are spent with either cricket or football in the apartment basement and it was always fun - Mostly shuttle-cock badminton(one of my favourites) was played, my father used to give me a good company. I still could not remember why I went for tuition classes on my 9th standard. (but I remember that the teacher who taught me 'Maths' was pretty. ;-)).My Dad bought his bike (Hero honda splendour) when I was in 9th standard and I enjoyed his thrilling first ride along the main road. Many a days me and my dad would go to a ground for running/exercising.He used to advice me a lot in taking care of my small body (olungaa kaetrunthaa ippa naan ivlo leanaa irunthrukka maattaen ;-)).
    After my 9th standard, we had to move to railway quarters again, this time in nearby Palayamkottai. (Dai evlavu thadava thaan da orae oorla veedu maathuva da apdinu neenga kaetkrathu nyaayam thaan - but what 2 do?? )
    Next post --- (Oru thevathai paarkum naeram ithu..! :-)) Catch u soon..!!

ChildHood in a New City-II

         Moving to yet another new location, near the very same railway station I must say it was a different kind of environment. A house in the first floor of the 4-housed building amidst many in that part of railway-quarters had a lot of vacant places both behind and in-front of the house. It was enough spacious for us. The dark evenings could be well spent either enjoying the breeze or have a game of cricket amidst the new friends.
        The new home was the place where I bought my first ever cricket bat ('Wills' is the brand I guess so). I used to spend the late evening hours after school with a warm play of cricket. Many a days I would not accept after I had got out, would get angry and throw the bat somewhere. (Sooner or later, my first bat broke in 3 to 4 months). St.Francis Xavier's School was different to me in lot many ways from the simple lunch style to the morning's assembly style. I had admired those with passion and a bit of shock.Me and my sis had to walk about 0.5km from our house to the school-bus stop, which is in-front of the railway station itself. My Dad used to go for army camp training to Bangalore at that time, twice an year. The training will be for about 30-40 days at a stretch for my dad and on the day  he returns home, me and my sis will be in school. Our dad used to come to stop on the very same day to pick up both of us and we both would be delighted a lot to see him after many days. All these - - - Kisses, Smiles and affection - -would fill those moments. very touching and memorable.

       In my school too, I met with a lot many new people, tried friendly with a few, loved being friendly with a few, hated the nature of a few, fought with few, But nothing could be much memorable when compared to the friendship that I had with my first friend-girl. Ya, It was 'Divya'. It was my fifth standard. Boys and girls used to sit together and it was written in my head that I had to sit with her. It was a new experience, learning together with a girl - eating together with a girl in the same classroom and everything around. Many a time, teachers would ask us to learn in class and would ask questions in the same period and many a time, we would stand good answering well, amidst d many people in the class. It was moving on well, till that day arrived. I came a bit late one fine day and to my shock found her crying a lot. She did not utter any reason to me, but when the teacher asked she replied 'It was all because of Ranjith'. ??????? WTH? I was in ultimate shock, I did not know why she had said the same (Till this day). I sat in another place that day unknowing what would happen the next day. Next day came, I heard the news that 'Divya has left our school'. (Nothing saying- I was shocked and confused why she quoted me as the reason for crying).
    It all happens in the game of life. I lost contact of her for almost 8 years from that year. (She would come back in my next 3rd or 4th post -I guess)..! :-)

New ChildHood in a new City

              First of all, sorry for posting a bit late. (Bayangra busy, project works apdinu sonnaa nambavaa poreenga). Let me move on from wher I had left.

              Ya, I was 7 that time and we got to shift to my favourite town ever, the evergreen 'Tirunelveli' - The land of greenery, the landmark of a great temple , the place where the very famous "iruttu kadai 'Halwa'", got it's birth! On the night when we shifted things from Chendur to Nellai, it was me and my father who moved on in the same truck that carried our household things. My mom and sis came to our new home, the next day. The new home was one among the railway quarters very near to the railway station. Many a houses wer there around and it was a fresh new environment.

Nellaiappar Temple - Tirunelveli

             Moving to the first day when I visited my new school for admission, it was splendid. A New School among a new environment, new stationaries from books to bag and of-course in a new city. I still could remember that day, when I got my notebooks happily packed in my bag and gazing at those tall buildings.

            There were many a neighbours around, but only the ppl opposite to our house were really friendly enough. Despite the normal husband and wife, their daughter, a girl aged 3 years more than me was an attracting one (I mean, from someone one who can get an inspiration to aim high in life - - udanae thappaa nenaikka aarumchruveengalae). Her name is Ramya and she s known for her big round eyes. Me and my sister used to study with her and her brother, an year older than me - Rakesh. The reason I created a bit interest in studies and am doing good, despite being weak (ippa mattum nee enna romba padipsaa apdinu neenga kaekrathu theriyuthu - cool), is only because of that sister - Ramya - She is indeed my role model, known for her Sincerity, Hard work and Detemination.

            Many a days, we would be watching TV only in their house, seeing this my dad bought a new one SONY - (innum antha TV irukku working statela enga veetla). Days when school gets cancelled half day, we 4 would have lunch together, play together in the evenings etc. BUTTTTTTT, this relationship was only for about 6 to 7 months and we got to move to a new quarters on the other side of the railway station..! Catch u with those memories soon..!
 (yaendaa naaye nee valaravae maatiyaa apdinu neraya paer thitruthu theriyuthu - padi padiyaa poavoam bosss..!)